Lyrics: Matsukuma Kenta x JxSxK
Composition: Matsukuma Kenta
Translation: Đorđe no Jinsei
English
Inside of my right pocket,
I clutch the imitation within me, on the brink of losing control
Its shape is distorted
Kneeling over, like it’s in pain
The fact that I wish I could be like someone else is
So sickening! I care too much how others see me
But I don’t want to back down
The whole world shines, I keep struggling on
Shoving all of my feelings deep down inside
Perhaps looking ahead isn’t the right thing to do
So I walk facing backwards,
One thing led to another, this sensation I’ve been waiting too long for
I can’t hide a desire this ugly
Even if I wanted to
The fact that I wish I could blame someone else is
So sickening! I’m the fucking worst, so underhanded
I’m scared of looking in the mirror
I want the darkness, I don’t mind it
Securing a place where I feel safe
Perhaps looking ahead isn’t always the right thing to do
What can I do when I don’t even understand myself
So sickening! I care too much about how others see me
But I don’t want to back down
The whole world shines, I keep struggling on
Shoving all of my feelings deep down inside
Perhaps looking ahead isn’t the right thing to do
Romaji
Migi no pokettonnaka nigiru
Abaresouna boku no naka no imitation
Ibitsu na katachi wo shitete
Motarekakatteru sugoku tsurasoude
Dareka no you ni narou nante negai aru koto ga
Yada hitobito no me ga ki ni narisugite
Atozusari shitakunai kedo
Hikaru yo no naka mogakitsudzukete
Kanjou subete oku ni oshikomete
Mae muku dake ga seikai janai darou
Ushiromuki ni aruku boku wa
Iroiro atte machisugiteru sensation
Kitanai katachi no yokubou
Kakushitakutemo kakuse nado shinai
Dareka no sei ni shiyou nante negai aru koto ga
Yada kuso mitai da na zurui jibun sa
Kagami wo miru no ga kowai yo
Kurayami ga ii kurayami de ii
Anshin dekiru basho wo kakuho shite
Mae muku dake ga seikai janai darou
Jibun no koto sura wakarazu ni nani ga dekiru darou
Yada hitobito no me ga ki ni narisugite
Atozusari shitakunai kedo
Hikaru yo no naka mogakitsudzukete
Kanjou subete oku ni oshikomete
Mae muku dake ga seikai janai darou
Japanese
右のポケットん中 握る
暴れそうな 僕の中のイミテーション
いびつな形をしてて
もたれかかってる すごく辛そうで
誰かのようになろうなんて願いあることが
やだ 人々の目が 気になりすぎて
後ずさりしたくないけど
光る世の中 もがき続けて
感情すべて奥に押し込めて
前向くだけが正解じゃないだろう
後ろ向きに歩く 僕は
いろいろあって 待ちすぎてるセンセーション
汚い形の欲望
隠したくても 隠せなどしない
誰かのせいにしようなんて願いあることが
やだ クソみたいだな ずるい自分さ
鏡を見るのが怖いよ
暗闇がいい 暗闇でいい
安心できる場所を確保して
前向くだけが正解じゃないだろう
自分のことすらわからずに何ができるだろう
やだ 人々の目が 気になりすぎて
後ずさりしたくないけど
光る世の中 もがき続けて
感情すべて奥に押し込めて
前向くだけが正解じゃないだろう
going going WACK 