NOT FOREVER

Lyrics: Matsukuma Kenta x JxSxK
Composition: Matsukuma Kenta
Translation: Ganba Renai

English

I was always being laughed on huh
I didn’t answer back to anything
Caring about everything, I was a monster acting sensitive
And ended up distancing myself from the world

However, there were only unpleasant things
Inside my mind was completely filled
I hated this side of myself
But you and you and you were there

Things like forever unchanged love
Or forever unchanged feelings
They might not exists but oh
All the lovable things I can see
No way, isn’t there an eternity?
A journey that wasn’t supposed to continue
The fact itself that it continued
Shined a light on the future oh
I thought that was nothing I couldn’t do
And started to run

That girl that was always laughed on
Would instantly be in low spirits
If I think about that now it was destiny
I’ll end up being extremely picky and selfish

I don’t think that it can’t be helped
Inside my mind was completely filled
I hated this side of myself
But you and you and you were there

Things like forever unchanged love
Or forever unchanged feelings
They might not exists but oh
All the lovable things I can see
No way, isn’t there an eternity?
A journey that wasn’t supposed to continue
The fact itself that it continued
Shone a light on the future oh
I thought that was nothing I couldn’t do
And started to run

Romaji

Itsumo warawaretetakke na
Nanimo iikaesenakatta
Ki ni shigachi de sensai butta monster
Yo no naka to hanareteitteshimatte

Demo iyadatte bakkari
Atama no naka umetsukusare
Sonna jibun ga iya de
Demo kimi ya kimi to kimi ga ite

Zutto kawaranu ai ya
Zutto kawaranu kanjou wa
Nai kamoshirenai kedo oh
Me ni utsuru subete no itoshiki
Iya da eien wa nai no?
Tsudzuku wakenai tabi wo
Tsudzuketekureta koto ga mirai wo
Terashidashitanda oh
Dekinai koto ga nai to omotte
Hashiridashitandeshita

Warawaregachi no sono shoujo
Sugu ni fusagikondeshimau
Ima omou to kore wa unmei datta ne
Wagamama kodawari makutteshimau

Shikata ga nai to omoenai
Atama no naka umetsukusare
Sonna jibun ga iya de
Demo kimi wa kimi to kimi ga ite

Kanji

いつも笑われてたっけな
何もいいかえせなかった
気にしがちで繊細ぶったモンスター
世の中と離れていってしまって

でもいやだってばっかり
頭の中埋め尽くされ
そんな自分がいやで
でも君や君と君がいて

ずっと変わらぬ愛や
ずっと変わらぬ感情は
ないかもしれないけど　oh
目に映るすべての愛しき
いやだ永遠はないの？
続くわけない旅を
続けてくれたことが未来を
照らし出したんだ　oh
できないことがないと思って
走り出したんでした

笑われがちのその少女
すぐにふさぎこんでしまう
今思うとこれは運命だったね
わがままこだわりまくってしまう

仕方がないと思えない
頭の中埋め尽くされ
そんな自分がいやで
でも君や君と君がいて

Lyrics: Matsukuma Kenta x JxSxK Composition: Matsukuma Kenta Translation: Ganba Renai

English

Romaji

Kanji

Lyrics: Matsukuma Kenta x JxSxK
Composition: Matsukuma Kenta
Translation: Ganba Renai