Hontou Honki (Really Serious)

Lyrics: Ayuni D
Composition: Matsukuma Kenta
Translation: Ganba Renai

English

Everyone makes fun of me, don’t underestimate me

Without doing things I want to do
Ah, when will you do them?
I’m doing them at school
Seventeen, I’m still seventeen
Ah without bumping into things I want to erase
Well when will you erase them?
When they become big I’ll recognize them
Seventeen, I’m still seventeen’S OK??
Still seventeen

Not ending, covered in blood, collapsing, reincarnating
You see, I’ll become a God

Now it’s not time to become serious
It’s not a lie, did you know?
A hawk with brains will hide their claws
Even if my mind becomes weird
I’m not trash, did you know?
I can’t give up here, right?
to die or live

Without saying what I want
Well when will you say them?
I’m saying them in the company
Twenty, already twenty
I can’t heal from wanting to die
Well, when will you heal it?
When it becomes big I’ll recognize it
Twenty, I was already twenty
Because twenty

ah not ending, covered in blood, collapsing, reincarnating
You see, I’ll become a God

Now it’s not time to become serious
I’m not stupid, did you know?
I just can’t say anything
Even if my heart becomes weird
I’m not garbage, did you know?
I can’t sleep here, right?
to die or live

That girl babbled
People will die someday
Ah I need to really show my seriousness

Not living how I want to
Well when will you live then?
I’m living it from now on
Yes, I’m not a child but also not an adult
Because I’m me

Still now ending, covered in blood, collapsing, reincarnating
Still some time until I become a God

Now it’s not time to become serious
It’s not a lie, did you know?
I’m not what they call the base in a triangle
Even if my mind becomes weird
It’s not a delusion, did you know?
It’s not going to end in a daydream
Don’t laugh

Everyone makes fun of me

Romaji

Minna ga boku wo baka ni sunda namenna

mou yaritai koto yarezu ni
aa itsu ni natta nara yarimasu ka?
Gakkou de yatte yarundesu
seventeen mada seventeen
aa keshitai koto yarezu ni
jaa itsu ni nareba yaremasu?
Ookiku natte motomerunda
seventeen mada seventeen’S OK??
mada seventeen

Aa owarazu chi mamire taorete tensei shite
kami ni narunda boku wa ne

honki dasu no wa ima dewa nai
uso janai shitteta?
Nou aru taga wa ne tsume kakusu no
Atama ga okashiku nachattemo
kuzu janai shitteta?
Koko de yamecha dame desho
to die or sei

iitai koto mo iezu ni
jaa itsu ni nareba iundesuka?
Kaisha de itteyarun desu
twenty mou twenty
shinitai koto mo ienai
jaa itu ni nareba ieru?
Ookiku natte motomerunda
twenty mou twentty datta
datte twenty

aa owarazu chi mamire taorete tensei shite
kami ni narunda boku wa ne

honki dasu no wa ima dewa nai
baka janai shitteta?
Tada nanimo iwanai dake de
kokoro ga okashiku nachattemo
gomi janai shitteta?
Koko de netecha dame desho
to die or sei

ano ko ga sahozaiteta
hito wa itsuka shinu to
aah maji ni maji wo misenai to

ikitai you ni mou ikizuni
jaa itsu ni nareba ikiru??
ima kara ikite yarunda
sou KODOMO demo OTONA demo nai
BOKU dakara

mada owarazu chi mamire taorete tensei shite
kami ni narunda mada mada

honki dasu no wa ima dewa nai
uso janai shitteta?
Sankakukei de iu teihen janee
atama ga okashiku nachattemo
mousou janai shitteta?
Hakuchumu de owaranai
waraun janee

minna ga boku wo baka ni sunda

Japanese

みんなが僕をバカにすんだ ナメんな

もうやりたいことやれずに
ああいつになったならやりますか?
学校でやってやるんです
seventeen まだseventeen
ああ消したい事殺れずに
じゃあいつになれば殺れます?
大きくなって求めるんだ
seventeen まだseventeen’S OK??
まだseventeen

ああ終わらず 血まみれ 倒れて 転生して
神になるんだ 僕はねっ

本気出すのは今ではない
嘘じゃない 知ってた?
能ある鷹はね爪隠すの
頭がおかしくなっちゃっても
クズじゃない 知ってた?
ここでやめちゃだめでしょ
to die or 生

言いたいことも言えずに
じゃあいつになれば言うんですか??
会社で言ってやるんです
twenty もうtwenty
死にたいことも癒えない
じゃあいつになれば癒える?
大きくなって求めるんだ
twenty もうtwenty だった
だって twenty

ああ終わらず 血まみれ 倒れて 転生して
神になるんだ 僕はねっ

本気出すのは今ではない
馬鹿じゃない 知ってた?
ただなにも言わないだけで
精神がおかしくなっちゃっても
ゴミじゃない 知ってた?
ここで寝てちゃだめでしょ
to die or 生

あの子がさほざいてた
人はいつか死ぬと
本当に本気を見せないと

生きたいようにもう生きずに
じゃあいつになれば生キル??
いまから生きてやるんだ
そう KODOMO でも OTONA でも無い
BOKU だから

まだ終わらず 血まみれ 倒れて 転生して
神になるんだ まだまだ

本気出すのは今ではない
嘘じゃない 知ってた?
三角形でいう底辺じゃねえ
頭がおかしくなっちゃっても
妄想じゃない 知ってた?
白昼夢で終わらない
嗤うんじゃねえ

みんなが僕をバカにすんだ