spare of despair

Lyrics: Ayuni D
Composition: Matsukuma Kenta
Translation: Ganba Renai

English

A wooden doll inquires about their presence
My skill is something like that, being in the corner stagnated for thousands of years

Show me the interior of something like a single brain
What in the world? The back of my head is violence

Now, “I continued to sleep for so long that I died” it’s not easy like that
It’s ok to have compassion and all but you’ll never understand everything
Because I don’t understand you

Even if I sleep or if I wake up, nowhere changes
Why was I innocent so many times in the past?

Finding the disappeared feeling I feel despair
I want to forget it, I got fed up with just about everything
I’m just living like that but
I don’t ever wanna be told “I hate you”

An overwhelmingly charming weak wanderer
There’s nothing he fears, someone like this is a hard psychopath

If I could eat other people’s smiling faces
I would demonstrate it as a work of art, a mental violence

Now, “I continued to sleep for so long that I died” it’s not easy like that
It’s ok to have compassion and all but you’ll never understand everything
Because I don’t understand you

Even if I sleep or if I wake up, nowhere changes
Why was I innocent so many times in the past?

Finding the decayed feeling I feel despair
I want to forget it, I got fed up with just about everything
I ended up just living like this but
I don’t ever wanna be told about decency

If I could become a back up I’d rather it be sooner
I want to breath, without doing anything incoherency is chaos

Finding the disappeared feeling I feel despair
I want to forget it, I got fed up with just about everything
I’m just living like that but
I don’t ever wanna be told “I hate you”

Romaji

Sonzaikan wo toitadasu deku no bou ga
Tokugi wa nanika kou mannen teikai sumikko desu

Annan tan no noumiso no nakami misete
Ittai zentai nandesu no koutoubu ga violence

Saa namuri tsudzukete shinda sonna easy na mon janai
Doujou suru no wa iinda ga issai omae nanka ni wakaranai
Datte kimi no koto wakaranainda

Netemo sametemo doko mo kawattenai
Nande aredake nanzenkai no kako junjou

Shissou shita kimochi ni deatte zetsubou
Wasuretetai yo nanimokamo iya ni nattekita
Sonna fuu ni ikiteru dake dakedo
Kirai da no issho iwaretaku wa nai yo

Attouteki ni miryokuteki yowai fuuraibou
Kowai mono nashi konnan konnan psychopath

Tannin no warau kao tebereru nara
Geijutsu sakuhin ni demo shite seishinteki ni violence

Saa namuri tsudzukete shinda sonna easy na mon janai
Doujou suru no wa iinda ga issai omae nanka ni wakaranai
Datte kimi no koto wakaranainda

Netemo sametemo doko mo kawattenai
Nande aredake nanzenkai no kako junjou

Shissou shita kimochi ni deatte shitsubou
Wasuretetai yo nanimokamo iya ni nattekita
Sonna fuu ni ikiteru dake dakedo
Matomo to issho iwaretaku wa nai yo

Daigaehin ni nareru no naraba issou
Iki suitai wa nanimosezu ni shiri ga metsuretsu

Shissou shita kimochi ni deatte zetsubou
Wasuretetai yo nanimokamo iya ni nattekita
Sonna fuu ni ikiteru dake dakedo
Kirai da no issho iwaretaku wa nai yo

Japanese

存在感を問いただす　木偶の坊が
特技は何かこう　万年停滞隅っこです

あんなんたんの脳みその　中身みせて
一体全体何ですの　後頭部がバイオレンス

さあ眠り続けて死んだ　そんなイージーなもんじゃない
同情するのはいいんだが　一切お前なんかにわからない
だって君のこと　わからないんだ

寝ても　醒めても　どこも　変わってない
何で　あれだけ　何千回の過去純情

失踪した気持ちに出会って絶望
忘れてたいよ　何もかも嫌になってきた
そんな風に生きてるだけだけど
嫌いだの一生　言われたくはないよ

圧倒的に魅力的　弱い風来坊
怖いもの無し　こんなん困難サイコパス

他人の笑う顔　食べれるなら
芸術作品にでもして　精神的にバイオレンス

さあ眠り続けて死んだ　そんなイージーなもんじゃない
同情するのはいいんだが　一切お前なんかにわからない
だって君のこと　わからないんだ

寝ても　醒めても　どこも　変わってない
何で　あれだけ　何千回の過去純情

腐敗した気持ちに出会って失望
忘れてたいよ　何もかも嫌になってきた
こんな風に生きてきてしまって
マトモと一生　言われたくはないよ

代替品になれるのならば一層
息吸いたいわ　何もせずに支離が滅裂