MISSING

Lyrics: Yamamachi Miki
Composition: Matsukuma Kenta
Translation: Ganba Renai

English

How many years have passed since I got this wound?
Seems like it’s carved deep inside
Until yesterday I forgot about even that
How many things seemed obvious

I don’t talk about it, but there were things I wanted to convey

By no means that one day will be overwritten
There’re not enough realities that feel real
I firmly endured, but the unexpected tears that fell
I hated them, I hated

There were only eerie white walls
The oppressive feeling of the room that was supposed to be large
Seems like it’ll crush me, but I can’t take my eyes off
Such a situation, there are no words to say

My drying heartbeat is wetted by the heavy pouring rain

I wish to gently clear it away someday
the sudden truth that sounds like a lie
I always lived in the interval between sorrow and love
I think about that now, I want to believe that

I don’t talk about it, but there were things I wanted to convey

By no means I can’t forget that goodbye
the worst side too, just like that
I’ll always remember everything, everything, somehow please watch after me
I hated you, I loved you

Romaji

kizu ga dekite nanen tattandarou ka?
Fukaku kizamikomareteru mitai da ne
kinou made wa sore sae wasurete
atarimae wa doredakke nante ne

kuchi ni shinai kedo tsutaetai koto mo atta kedo

keshite uwagakisarenai one day
genjitsumi nai genjitsu wa akkenai na
gutto gaman shita kedo koboreta souteigai no namida
daikirai deshita, daikirai deshita

kimi no warui shiroi kabe bakari
hiroi hazu no heya no appakukan ni
tsubusaresou da demo me ga hanasenai
sonna joutai hasuru kotoba wa nai

kawakikitteiru koudou doshaburi no ame ga nurasu

sotto harashite hoshii someday
totsuzen no uso mitai na hontou
zutto ai to ai no hazama de ikiteitandatte
ima omotterunda sou omoitainda

kuchi ni shinai kedo tsutaetai koto mo atta kedo

keshite wasurerarenai na goodbye
saitei na sugata mo sono mama de
zutto oboeteiru zenbu zenbu douka mimamotteite
daikirai deshita daisuki deshita

Japanese

傷が出来て何年経ったんだろうか
深く刻み込まれてるみたいだね
昨日まではそれさえ忘れて
当たり前はどれだっけなんてね

口にしないけど　伝えたい事もあったけど

決して上書きされないone day
現実味ない現実はあっけないな
ぐっと我慢したけど零れた想定外の涙
大嫌いでした　大嫌いでした

気味の悪い白い壁ばかり
広いはずの部屋の圧迫感に
潰されそうだ　でも目が離せない
そんな状態　発する言葉はない

乾ききっている鼓動　土砂降りの雨が濡らす

そっと晴らして欲しいよsomeday
突然の嘘みたいな本当
ずっと哀と愛の狭間で生きていたんだって
今思ってるんだ　そう思いたいんだ

口にしないけど　伝えたい事もあったけど

決して忘れられないなgoodbye
最低な姿もそのままで
ずっと覚えている全部全部どうか見守っていて
大嫌いでした　大好きでした